seek the Lord while He may be found

Seek the Lord while He may be found, call upon Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, and He will have mercy on him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.

"For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways," says the Lord. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts."

Isaiah 55: 6-9

You

You MADE me.

You FOUND me.

now, let me come into Your bosom, and get lost in this embrace.

YOU, please please please make my heart less pain.

keep me satisfied in Your presence

"where there is no revelation, the people cast off restraint; but happy is he who keeps the law" Proverbs 29:18

keep the flame burning.

give me oil in my lamp, keep it burning burning burning.
give me oil in my lamp, i pray i pray.
give me oil in my lamp, keep it burning burning burning,
keep it burning till the break of day.

"to everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven:

..... and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up....."
Eccelesiastes 3:1-8

For your Maker is your husband...

Isaiah 54: 4-8

"Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed; Nor be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame;

For you will forget the shame of your youth,

And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore.

For your Maker is your husband, the Lord of hosts is His name;

And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole earth.

For the Lord has called you like a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit,

like a youthful wife when you were refused," says your God.

"For a mere moment I have forsaken you, but with great mercies I will gather you.

With a little wrath I hid My face from you for a moment; but

with everlasting kindness I will have mercy on you,"

says the Lord, your Redeemer.

the void

"it is hard to forget", i said, "when there is such an empty space when you are gone"

there is much to undo from now on.